Big and Scary

I love to get rid of things. I love to deprive myself of all my old things, cut myself off from the familiar, strand myself in the unknown. Cut loose of the old, confusing, messy existence and step into a new one. When I return to the old environment, I know that I have let go and I no longer have any attachments to it. I have grown outside of it and into a new life. I don't wish I was back in the KBay trail crew any more. I want to do something else, just as exciting and good, but new and different.

I'm gonna go and trash my room now. I'm gonna bulldoze it and get rid of everything I don't absolutely need and want. I'm done with this crap. LET'S GO.