Oi! I have like 3 au pair families all wanting to know more about me / call me / etc...is it normal to get completely freaked out at the idea of explaining to family why the hell you're wanting to be something they call "a low - paid slave"? I guess my family is just odd...we never saw the need for a nanny or an au pair, and so the idea of having one for anyone I know sounded odd, but it really sounds good to be / to do. But I'm freaking out all of a sudden because I started applying to schools and got my letter of rec's and doing the applications...and now I'm pondering moving away? I mean, gah! I'm fucked up!

Ok, not going to wig out in your journal anymore. I guess, back to my original question. Is it normal to be scared all of a sudden at the idea of moving somewhere to join a family you've never met?