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I feel depressed today. The weekend's already almost over. I'm at Aunt G.'s. I just watched a movie about dying and things ending and the tedium of working class life and the movie was good but I don't want to have seen it because I see too much of this all the time in real life right now and I'm not dying and my life's not ending, it's just beginning, and life should be bright and beautiful. I need to go home. I want to be a ranger's aid this summer so bad.

Huldufolk (hidden folk)

Yesterday I fooled around on Photoshop on my computer. I made this manipulation of this surreal, misty-looking craggy green cliffy-looking place, like out of Scotland or Iceland or high alpine Alaska. There're these black boulders in the foreground, and I put in this boy hiding behind a boulder from this weird blond doll who's bundled up in a coat and leaning against the boulder staring into space--I think you call this type of doll a Sophie doll? It has a big skeletal head with gaping black eyes and a small mouth. I like it. I wish I could post it in this journal, but I don't have the internet on that computer and the floppy drive isn't working. I'll put it in here one of these days.

Edit: It's a Blythe doll, and I even found a link to show what they look like: http://thisisblythe.com/albums/ginaphoto/lemonandlime.sized.jpeg