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Feb. 1st, 2005 12:47 amI haven't felt like writing in here for a while, but I've been sitting here biting my nails and worrying about everything and I know it would do me some good to write about it.
I'm worried about leaving for Norway before it's too late. The mom said March is too late, she needs me before then. I'm so twisted up about that driver's license. It just feels like everyone's too busy to take me on lessons, and even if they were available, I really need to practice in a small car. I feel like I'll never become comfortable with parallel parking and knowing when to change gears and remembering all the rules and staying at the speed limit. I just wish I had the damn knowledge inside my head and could go in there tomorrow to take the test and get all that over with.
I need to go soon because the longer I stay here without a job, the more money gets used up. I still need to buy a plane ticket and it is not cheap to fly from Portland to Oslo, no sir.
And the other thing that's eating me is Jasmine. Today I called the vet's and we're gonna take her in on Thursday around 2 pm. Mom leaves earlier that day and Grandpa's at work, so it's just going to be Grandma and me. Grandma suggested we take her in tomorrow so Mom'll be here, but that's just too soon. And the more immediate concern is that Jas ran out of her breathing pills this morning and the vet didn't call to ok the prescription until 20 minutes before closing time, and I forgot about it when I was talking to the vet because I was scheduling the big scary appointment. So I really really hope nothing goes wrong tonight. Let's just hope she breathes ok and sleeps peacefully through the night.
So after Jasmine, and if I can just get the license and the airplane tickets taken care of, things will look a lot more manageable.
I'm worried about leaving for Norway before it's too late. The mom said March is too late, she needs me before then. I'm so twisted up about that driver's license. It just feels like everyone's too busy to take me on lessons, and even if they were available, I really need to practice in a small car. I feel like I'll never become comfortable with parallel parking and knowing when to change gears and remembering all the rules and staying at the speed limit. I just wish I had the damn knowledge inside my head and could go in there tomorrow to take the test and get all that over with.
I need to go soon because the longer I stay here without a job, the more money gets used up. I still need to buy a plane ticket and it is not cheap to fly from Portland to Oslo, no sir.
And the other thing that's eating me is Jasmine. Today I called the vet's and we're gonna take her in on Thursday around 2 pm. Mom leaves earlier that day and Grandpa's at work, so it's just going to be Grandma and me. Grandma suggested we take her in tomorrow so Mom'll be here, but that's just too soon. And the more immediate concern is that Jas ran out of her breathing pills this morning and the vet didn't call to ok the prescription until 20 minutes before closing time, and I forgot about it when I was talking to the vet because I was scheduling the big scary appointment. So I really really hope nothing goes wrong tonight. Let's just hope she breathes ok and sleeps peacefully through the night.
So after Jasmine, and if I can just get the license and the airplane tickets taken care of, things will look a lot more manageable.
