in Alaska

[atotalblamblam]

It sucks to be unimportant. It sucks to be no one, not cared about, unknown. It sucks that I'm making it this way. It sucks that it's not all my fault, but they think it is. It sucks that no one wants me. That no one wants me here, wants me around, needs my company. I am disposeable. I am lonely. I am alone.

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Oh, I'm ok. It's not the Alaskans that trouble me, it's the other crew members (mostly from the East coast, actually). But I'm adjusting. It's a growing experience and all that. I went in knowing this would be hard, and it is, but hard stuff is good for me. I'd love to be here in the winter to see the eternal darkness and the northern lights, but I shall be heading back home late August.

And and and! I do hope we can meet up in Homer! My e-mail address is roam@pdx.edu. Let me know if you know when you'll be in Homer, and hopefully I'll be off work around then. I'm off this week until Friday.